Uzun zaman olmus yazmayali !

Benim okulum,oglanin okulu derken ,arada kaynadi  gitti blog.

Yaklasik bir senedir,ölüm cezasiyla yuzlesmis ve haksiz yere ömür boyu hapis cezasi alan, henuz cok genc (23) bir mahkuma her iki ayda bir mektup yaziyorum,o da yanitliyor mektuplarimi.

Her ne kadar onyargili yaklassakta,hapiste yatan insanlarin,hangi sartlar altinda nelerle karsi karsiya kaldigini bir dusunmek lazim.Yalniz,bahsini ettigim duruma ; seri katiller,cocuk istismari ve tecavuzculer dahil degil !

Yani,dusunsenize kendilerini nasil yalniz hissettiklerini,hatalariyla nasil vicdan azabi cekip bogustuklarini...
 Tamam, "hapiste yatmanin amaci bu zaten diyeceksiniz " e dogru!

Ama sansiniz varsa bir mahkuma mektup yazip,olaylara bir de onun acisindan bakin derim.
Hem insan psikolojisini anlamak acisindan,hem de belli mi olur,topluma yeniden kazandirmaniz acisindan faydali bile olabilir.
Yine,bahsini ettigim kategoriye,size ask mektubu yazan mahkumlar dahil degil  :))
Olabilir tabi de,benim bahsini ettigim o degil  :P

Ozel yasantimda hersey cok ama cok guzel,dip not olarak geceyim dedim ; )

Asagidaki parca,sevgili arkadasim Scott'a gelsin,
Dilegim,birgun sucsuzlugunun anlasilmasi ve yine ozgur olup,hayatina kaldigi yerden guzel sevgilisiyle devam etmesi !

  Egeli olmasam da,hem yemeklerini hem danslarını,hem muziklerini (ve de insanlarini tabiki) gerçekten çok severim.
Buna istinaden bir iki örnek ile duygularımızı pekiştirelim.  :)

Rose Tattoo

Gül ü hic bu kadar sevmemistim,

Iyi ki Güllü bir dövmem var :))

Canim tabiki sadece bundan dolayi degil,anlamindan dolayi (Bknz ; Dropkick Murphys kimi,kimleri destekler).

I never loved the rose as much as i do now,
I am glad that i have a tattoo with a Rose  :))

Of course,not only because of  "having tattoo" but also meaning of the song (see; Whom Dropkick Murphys members are  supporting ).

The pictures tell the story

This life has many shades
I’d wake up every morning and before I’d start each day
I’d take a drag from last nights cigarette
That smoldered in it’s tray
Down a little something and then be on my way

I traveled far and wide
And laid this head in many ports
I was guided by a compass
I saw beauty to the north
I drew the tales of many lives
And wore the faces of my own
I had these memories all around me
So I wouldn’t be alone

Some may be from showing up
Others are from growing up
Sometimes I was so messed up and didn’t have a clue
I ain’t winning no one over
I wear it just for you
I’ve got your name written here
In a rose tattoo

In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I’ve got your name written here
In a rose tattoo

This ones for the mighty sea
Mischief, gold and piracy
This ones for the man that raised me
Taught me sacrifice and bravery
This ones for our favorite game
Black and gold, we wave the flag
This ones for my family name
With pride I wear it to the grave

Some may be from showing up
Others are from growing up
Sometimes I was so messed up and didn’t have a clue
I ain't winning no one over
I wear it just for you
I’ve got your name written here
In a rose tattoo

In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I’ve got your name written here,
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I’ve got your name written here
In a rose tattoo

This one means the most to me
Stays here for eternity
A ship that always stays the course
An anchor for my every choice
A rose that shines down from above
I signed and sealed these words in blood
I heard them once, sung in a song
It played again and we sang along

You’ll always be there with me
Even if you’re gone
You’ll always have my love
Our memory will live on

Some may be from showing up
Others are from growing up
Sometimes I was so messed up and didn’t have a clue
I ain't winning no one over
I wear it just for you
I’ve got your name written here

In a rose tattoo

In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I’ve got your name written here,
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
With pride I’ll wear it to the grave for you
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I’ve got your name written here,
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
Signed and sealed in blood I would die for you

Sookie ve bebekleri

Bknz  ; Alcide,Bill,Eric ve son olarak Warlow ...  Lan SUKi (a.k.a. Sookie)  ne adamlar goturdun,iclerinde bir tane insan yok! Hepsi de tas gibi

Marifet ne guzellikte ne sevimli sempatik olmakta,peri kani tasimak lazimmis.

Belki ben de icten icte periyim ama etrafimda bunu fark edebilecek ,vampir hayvan kirmalari yok  :))

Bekleyelim bakalim,bizim Suki'den neyimiz eksik.

Henuz izlememis olanlara "Under the dome " i siddetle tavsiye ederim ve asagidaki  manidar parcayla kapanisi yaparim.

Yakin zamanda sahalara donecegim,izleyiniz!

Yine romantik modumdayim hey hey hey  :))

Beni güzel hatırla..
Sana unutulmaz geceler bıraktım,
Sana en yorgun sabahlar;
Gülüşümü, gözlerimi, sonra sesimi bıraktım..
En güzel şiirleri okudum gözlerine baka baka,
Söylenmemiş merhabalar sakladım her köşeye,
Vedalar bıraktım duraklarda;
Ne arasan bir sevdanın içinde,
Fazlasıyla bıraktım ardımda..

Remember me well.
I left unforgettable nights for you.
and most tired mornings:
Then i left my smile,my eyes and my voice for you...
I read the most beautiful poems while looking at your eyes.
I hide unspoken salutations in every corner,
I left farewells in stations :
Whatever you search for a love,
I left behind me, exceedingly

At Last

Yok oyle birsey ama guzel sarki ...