Bir zamanlar bir kitapta okumustum 'Erkeklerin canlari birseye sıkılırsa magaralarina cekilirler,rahat birakin!' diye.
Bende, canim sıkıldıginda magaraya degil,baska bir ulkeye kacmak istiyorum (sehirde olabilir,sorun degil..yeterki yalniz kalayim).
Gecen sene yine boyle bir dellenme aninda Dort gunlugune Ispanya'ya kacmistim.Dusuk sezonda gittigim icin bilet fiyati da,otel de hayli ucuza gelmisti.Yanima cep telefonu ya da bilgisayarda almamistim.Oglumu da babasina birakip Murcia'ya kactim ?!
Tek basima,daha once hic gitmedigim kimseyi tanimadigim bir sehirde yalnizdim... eski sokaklarini, yeni caddelerininde gezdim,tehna bir kosedeki lokal restoraninda yemegimi yedim,sehrin gobegindeki kalabalik bar'da sarabimi ictim,gecen zamana ragmen tum ihtisami ile hala ayakta duran oryantal esintili katedralin icinde dusuncelerimde gezindim.
Edindigim tek kotu tecrube,yedigim yemegin boga kuyrugu yagindan yapilmis oldugunu ogrenmek oldu,gerci kotu degildi ama farkliydi tabi.
Kesinlikle harika bir tecrubeydi.Fevkalade dinlenmis,mutlu umutlu bir sekilde donmustum bu tatilden..
Simdilerde yine gidesim var ama bu sefer gitmek istedigim yer oyle Ispanya filan degil,Hindistan !
Bu yaz Hindistan'a gitmek gibi bir planim var..tabi bunun icin simdiden para biriktirmem lazim.
Ola ki gidebilirsem, bir Budist olarak donmeme sasmayin :)
Hint mutfagini severim,Budizm'e karsi ilgim var ..gerci gitmeden asi olacak olmam pek ic acici degil ama tamamdir..bu senenin rotasi Hindistan ! ondan once birkac gunlugune yine bir yerlere kacsam fena olmayacak yalniz...
I have read in a book saying 'men goes into their cave when they feel distracted, leave 'em alone there'
I am the same but instead of a cave i feel to run away another country (another city is ok. too, just being alone is enough).
Last year,i felt the same way and i ran away to Spain for four days.Since it was low season,tickets and hotel didn't cost much.I didn't take my cell phone neither my computer .I left my son with his dad then ran away to Murcia !
I was all alone in a city that i never been before without knowing anyone.
I walked around in Murcia's old street,yet new avenues,ate in a quiet local restautant, stopped by in a crowded bar in the city center and drank some wine... visited my thoughts in the cathedral with some oriental influences, which was still standing magnificently after all these time.
The only bad memory i had :learning that i actually ate tail fat of a bull.Wasn't bad but...different let's say.
It was definitely great experience.I was back so happy,hopeful yet rested from that vacation.
Now i feel again to run away somewhere else but this time nothing like Spain .I would like to go to India!
I must save some money as of now, to go to India this summer.Maybe if i will go, i might come back as a budist,don't be suprise ! :)
I always like Indian kitchen,interested in Budism but having some vaccinations before going is the only Cons .Anyway, next year's route is clear, its India... but i should run away somewhere anyway before going to India.. u know..
