Iste yine karsinizdayim Dostlar,
Birkac gundur fazlasiyla duygusal modumdaymisim gorunun o ki ama normal seviyeme donmus durumdayim,merak etmeyiniz :)
Bakalim, Başka... Hala, su siralar gay olmus eski sevgilimin fantezilerini dinliyorum.
Gay'lere kesinlikle karsi degilim ve her nasilsa tanidigim butun gay'ler hayli yakisikli (eski sevgilim dahil ) ,iyi giyinmesini bilen, etkileyici tipler ama gordugum bir baska sey ise,birilerine takti mi kafayi tam takiyorlar,yani iyiden iyiye yapisiyorlar.
Bir gay hayraniniz olmamasi icin parmaklarinizi capraz yapin (Eger istiyorsaniz,o baska hikaye tabi )
Insanlarin "eskiye nazaran simdi daha cok gay olduguna " dair yorumlarina sasiyorum dogrusu. Farkinda misiniz bilmem ama degisen birsey yok,sadece insanlar cinsel tercihlerini belirtmek konusunda daha rahatlar.
Konu gay'lerden acilmisken,bir hikayemi paylasayim bari (ama bu gercekten oldu ).
New York City'de yasarken,calistigim yere sikca gelen bir musteri vardi
Gürcü asilli oldugumu ogrenince benimle daha cok ilgilenmeye baslamisti.
Uzun boylu (yine) ,duru mavi gozlu , dalgali siyah sacli mukemmel bir cilde sahip, yakisikli genc bir adamdi.Ustelik ,hayli prestijli bir universitede "Tarih " uzerine master yapiyordu.Her nasilsa ?! hayli anlasmistik .
Gel zaman git zaman, muhabbetimiz artti ve bir gece beni aksam yemegi icin evine davet etti. Kabul ettim tabiki.
Gunler oncesinden hazirlanmaya basladim. Cok hos bir kiyafet ve iç gıcıklayıcı bir ic camasiri aldim (hehehe).
Vakit gelince, bir kot pantolon ve üzerine siyah dantel bluz giymis olarak evine vardim.Arkadaslarimin deyimiyle " Bomba " gibi olmustum . :)
Cok sicak karsiladi beni ve iceri davet etti.
Los mum isikli , enfes Manhattan gorunumlu bir balkonun eslik ettigi salonda caz muzik caliyordu.
Elimizde kirmizi saraplar,sofaya uzandik,,saatlerce nerdeyse herseyden konustuk.
Hersey mukemmel gozukuyordu ,ortam, caz , hemen yani basimdaki bu seksi adam : ))
Sonra, banyoya gitmek icin izin istedim.
Banyoya girdigimde şok oldum ,Tanri'm ! Icinde bir erkegin yaşadigi ev icin fevkalade temizdi !
Lavaboda bir tane kıl,sac teli yok,su gibi temiz ayna (aslinda bu kadari bile huylanmak icin kafi ) yuz kremleri mukemmel bir sekilde ardi ardina dizilmis,mukemmel katlanmis havl..-bi dakka... mukemmel sekilde ardi ardinda dizilmis kremler ? Burada bir yanlislik var ..
Bu adam ya bir psikopat ve ben ilk kurbanı olacagım ya da bir ibnelik vakasiyla karsi karsiyayim.. Alla'm bana yardim et !
Birkac dakika sonra , iceri gidip yanina oturdum ama .hafif derece de tirsmis olarak.
" Sana eski sevgilim resmini gostermiys miydim " dedi fotograf albumunu getirirken.
Kucagima konmus albumu actim "Hani nerede ? "
Sadece, iri kiyim ve yakisikli hatlara sahip bir adamdi gordugum (Ne supriz !)
Kikirdayarak , parmagiyla o'nu isaret etti (tadaaaaa).
Bir yandan ,oldurulmeyecegim (!? ) icin mutluydum ama ote yandan kadinlar klubu bir yakisikli elemana daha "elveda " diyordu : ) Gecenin geri kalaninda sıkıntıdan mayısmıs bir sekilde onun hikayelerini ve detayli olarak butun ask hayatını dinledim.
Ertesi gun, " gecen gece " ile ilgili sorular soran arkadaslarima sadece " Bu konuda konusmak istemiyorum hanımlar ,Hayal gucunuzu kullanın zira benim ki ( hayal gucu ) baya saglam calisti ! " dedim. :D
Her neyse,
Kimsenin cinsel tercihine karsi degilim ,hatta bazi gay'ler tarafindan Leyla'lastirilmaya bile :)) Amaaaa , "Ulan o'lum madem ibnesin , ne bok yemeye mum isiklari caz ve o tatlilikla beni ayartiyorsun ,otur adam gibi namuslu namuslu ?! " :D
Yarin Pazartesi,yapacak cok is var.
Benim icin harika bir hafta olacak, full time boks antremanlarima geri donuyorum ve harika bir enerji ile sayfalarimi yeniliyorum ( silmiyorum,sadece baska bir sayfaya geciyorum ).
Herkese harika bir Pazartesi diliyorum Dostlar ! : )
Here i am again Folks,
I see that i was overly emotional for the last couple of days but i am back to my normal-levels,don't you worry about me : )
Well... what else.. While i am writing :
I am still listening to my ex boyfriend- now turned to gay 's fantasies.
I am also not against to gays and whoever (gay) i met, most of them were good looking (including my ex) ,knows how to dress ,charming etc. but i also saw that when they are stuck on someone, they stuck ! I mean,really sticky stuck ! Cross your fingers not get a gay admirer (if you like , it is another story) .
I am still surprised when people are mentioning about " having gays around more than before" .
Helloo Peopleee, gays are existing for a long long time but now , people are just more confident about indicating their sexual choice.
Let me tell you one of my stories ( but it really happened ).
By the time i was living in NYC ,there was a customer who was shopping frequently where i was working. He showed me closer attention when he learn about my Georgian background.
Tall ( again ), he has pure blue eyes with wavy black hair and perfect skin,very good looking young man. Furthermore ,he was studying his master degree about " History " in a prestigious university. Anyhow ?! we get along.As time goes on we became more and more chatty together.
One night, he invited me over to his place for dinner . I of course accepted.
Started to prepare days before,bought nice cloths and seductive underwear (hehehe).
Due course of time , i arrived to his apartment . I had a nice pair of jeans and black lace top on me. I looked like "a bomb " as my friends said :P
He met me in a loving manner and invited me inside. Jazz music was playing in the living room with a perfect Manhattan view from the balcony and candle lights. We were laying down with red wines on our hands and maybe spoke about everything for hours.Everything seemed perfect ; the atmosphere ,jazz, this hot fella next to me. : )
then i asked a permission to go to bathroom.
When i entered..God ! i was shocked..So clean for a man living inside ! :)
no hair in the sink..mirror as clean as water (even those could be enough to be suspecious actually ) and perfectly lined skin creams ,perfectly folded towe- ..wait a minut ! perfectly lined up skin creams..Something is wrong here i thought .
I am either going to be the first victim of a psycho or it is a gay "issue " i am facing with ....God,help me.
After couple of minutes i was back to the living room ,sat next to him but i was seriously freaked out . Then he asked me "did i ever show you my ex's picture ? " while he was bringing me the photo album.
I opened the album left on my lap
"Where ?Which one ? "
i was just seeing an enormous man with a handsome structure ( what a surprise ) in the album. He pointed him while he giggled. On the one hand i was happy that i was not going to be killed (!? ) but on the other hand, Women's society said " Farewell " to another marvelous man :P
(kidding). I listened to his stories and detailed love life for the rest of nite.
Next day , when my friends asked about " last night " i just said " i don't wanna talk about it ladies, just use your imagination because mine worked very hard ". lol
Anyway.
Once again, i am not against to anyone's sexual choice nor feeling dizzy for their charm neither : ))) But Man , if you were gay why the fuck you aroused my desire with all these jazz,candle light and sweetness ! Be quiet with an average manner : P
Monday is arriving, i have a lot to do.
It is going to be great week for me,i am back to my boxing training full time and renewed some pages (i am not erasing but opening a new page ) with a great energy.
Have a great Monday folks ! : )
