15 Eylül 2013 Pazar

How i wish you were here,



Guzel gecen bir gecenin ardindan, tarih dikkatinizi ceker
 ve
birden gozleriniz dolar,
bogazinizda birseyler bogum bogum olup bogrunuzu aciyla kasar,
Sag gozunuzden uc,
Sol gozunuzden bir damla yas duser...

Evet,cok arabeskvari gelebilir ama babanizi kaybetmenizin acisi kelimelerle ifade edilemeyecegi icin,boylesine kuru bir betimleme sadece alt yazi gibi duygusuz gelecektir.

Dogum gunun kutlu olsun Baba'cigim,
Geri gelmeyecegini bilsem de,seni ozlemeye son veremiyorum...

After a lovely night, the date will take your attention,
and
Your eyes will be tearful,
You feel  that the pain actually hurts your throat and your ilium,because of holding yourself,
Maybe three drop of tears from the right and one drop of tear from the left one,

Yeah, it may sound a bit shallow the way i am trying to describe but there is no such an a word can actually explain the pain of losing your dad,therefore ;this kind of dusty depiction can look like a subtitles with no feeling.

Happy Birthday Daddy,
Even if i know that you won't come back,i can not stop missing you...