-Canim arkadasim XXXA ne cok merak etmissin beni,arayip sordun,tesekkur ederim..blah blah.
Bahsi gecen epostayi bana gonderen kimse,4 yasimdan bu yana arkadasim.Bunca gecen senenin ardindan beni taniyamamis olmasi isin ironisi.
Ya guzel kardesim,dostum,arkadasim..madem cok merak ediyorsun sen ara! n'olcak!
Evet,aramadim,bile bile aramadim zira her aradigimda kinayeli konusmasi, laf sokmasi beni gercekten baydi.
Nedir bu "o ararsa bende ararim,aramazsa bende aramam" tavri icindeki cocukca beklentiler.
Belki derdim var,belki SIKINTIM var..belkide canim sadece kimse ile konusmak istemiyor.
Bazen ,sirf boyle beklentileri var diye aramiyorum kimilerini...
"Almadan vermek" diye birsey duymadiniz mi? Hersey illa bir alisveris mi olmali..sen beni seversen bende seni severim,sen ararsan bende ararim..Alisveris degilde ne..?!
Takdir edilesi olan..."Niye aramadin" sitemli tavrindan cok "Sen aramadin,ben ariyorum,hersey yolunda mi" diyebilmektir.
Olmadi mi? e o zaman "A Bu hayat boyle" parcasini soylerim bende :P
-My Dear friend XXXA,how you wondered about me ,so you called,Thank you..blah blah.
Aforementioned person is my friend since i was 4yrs old.Ironically,she doesn't know me enough after all these years.
My lovely sister,my friend,buddy..if you are really worrying about me what not calling me?What's the big deal! No,i didn't call on purpose.Forasmuch every time i call , her allusive of talking,spatchcock attitude really made me sick.
Whats is it about acting childish : If you call,i call:if you don't call,i don't call either.
Maybe i have problems or i am in trouble.Or maybe i just don't feel to talk to anybody.
Sometimes, i just don't call anyone on purpose because of this kind of expections....
Never heard about "giving without taking" ? Everything must be an exchange in any case? "If you love me,i love you too,if you write me i write you too." if this isn't an exchange ,what it is then..?!
Saying that " You didn't call me,so i am calling you...is everything allright " is more admired than saying "Why didn't you call me " with a reproachful attitude.
Didn't work? then i might sing the song as "thats the life".. :P
