Gunumuzde olan butun sapkinlik ve kotuluklere ragmen,yinede tum insanlarin iyi olma potansiyeline sahip olduklarini dusunecek kadarda iyimserim.
Cok degil,uc-bes yil oncesine kadar hep "iyi" bir insandim.Aman huzursuzluk cikmasin aman kimsenin kalbi kirilmasin diye cogu zaman toleransli davrandim ama herseyin bir sonu oldugu gibi bununda bir sonu geldi tabiki.
Bazi insanlar iyi niyetimi saflik olarak algilayip tepeme binmeye calisinca, iste o zaman, icimde uzun yillar dizginledigim "Zeyna - a.k.a Xena " giyinip kusanip,bir Osmanli edasiyla kilicini sallayip hakedenlerin canina okumaya basladi.Kimileri bunu bi tarafi kalkmislik olarak algiladi kimileri saygisizlik..
Umrumda mi? Hiic hemde...
Yeter ulan ! iyi niyet iyi niyet, herseyin bir sonu,siniri var.bokunu cikarmayin !
Etrafinizda boyle cici gorunumlu ya da saftirik sandiginiz ama gecmiste vukuatlari dizboyu olan kimselerin ciftesine dikkat edin derim.Hadi bizim uyuyan guzelimiz Zeyna'ydi ama bunun Kizil Sonya'si var,Barbarella'si var, hatta Nikita'si var.Benden soylemesi... :)
Usually, i am a "good" person or lets say that i have good intentions.
I am so optimistic to believe that whole humans indeed have a potential to be " good " despite of malignity and perservion in nowadays.
Not long, just 3-5 years ago,
i used to be the good one all the time, not to break anyone's heart nor having disharmony.
So i used to be tolerated person but,
like many things, it also had an end ,of course.
That's because some people taking your good intentions as you being naive and then trying to take advantage of "Good You" :
Then ,
exactly then,
" Xena " that i captured inside of me for years,
got dressed and started to attack with an Ottoman performing to the people whoever deserved !
Some took it as insolence, some took it as Vanity.
Do i even care? not at all !...
That's enough man !
Even good intentions have an ending. Don't mess with it!
If you have naive looking people around u but with a messy background they have ,
you had better watch their future-kicks!
Fortunately, my sleeping beauty was Xena
but there might be some sleeping "Red Sonja" or " Barbarella " or even Nikita...take it as an advise :)
